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Cancer sucks. I feel like crap. I have homework to do, but I would rather be in bed. Only 70 more days of this treatment. I have forgotten how it feels to not be sick.
Updated Feb 21, 2012 @ 11:46 AM
Most people know this, but I have to get a shot on a daily basis now. The shot isn't bad, it's B12. B12 is magical. My body is currently not accepting certain vitamins, so now I get a shot to supplement. I won't lie, it hurts. I hate needles. I hate knowing that I must do this everyday. If I do skip, like yesterday, I spend the next day feeling like crap. So, it just stinks. The following are links that might help if you're in the same situation
How To Give An Intramuscular InjectionGiving a subcutaneous injectionHow to Give an Injection
Updated Feb 19, 2012 @ 12:46 AM
I am sitting in a Saint Louis hotel with nothing to do. I spent the evening celebrating a great event, but I am very disappointed by my tv options. It's 1am and there is nothing on but lame movies. I wish there was at least something decent on tv. At this moment in time, I would be happy with some ridiculous reality tv. The movie that is currently playing is like the Final Destinations 12: Attack of the blah blah blah. I guess I will just go to sleep. If not, I risk killing brain cells.
Updated Feb 12, 2012 @ 04:46 PM
Today is a busy/lazy Sunday. All I have been doing is homework and watching tv. It's crazy how I can be so busy, but not actually complete any assignments. I think I need to start locking myself in the office. I really need to start focusing, I know I would complete so much more homework.
Updated Feb 09, 2012 @ 05:46 PM
Last weekend I had the excitement of staying in the Washington Hospital. The nurses were amazing, and so were the doctors. I have a current issue with the lack of white blood cells, but no reason to worry. Overall, the visit was like a vacation. This is when I realized that I have been pushing myself way too hard. I know that great grades are important, but for someone in my situation, it isn't the world. I now realize that I should sleep in on my Tuesday and Thursdays or days off. I shouldn't wake up at 7am to do extra reading. Yes, the scholars probably think I should do that. But, my body and doctors think differently. I realized after the rush to the ER this weekend, life is too short. Thankfully, my body gave me a warning before it just decided to quit. I didn't enjoy giving blood at 4am every morning nor did I love the fact of eating only jello, but I am glad I got a little wake-up call. Life is too short to not take care of your body.
Updated Feb 02, 2012 @ 11:46 AM
I have noticed that life is getting people down. I don't know if it's the schedules, people, or the weather. I know I have been stressed lately, but I think it's because I am trying to do everything. My problem is that I feel so lazy if I don't have a million things going on. But, for the rest of the world, I don't know what it could be. I, of course, want to blame the weather. Maybe once spring comes people will get out of the funk. I think it's important to sometimes just take a "personal" day. I found this
great blog by a mother of two. Now, she is a real superhero. She balances life, family, a marriage, and everything in-between. I hope everyone out there starts feeling better and taking on the world. Don't let the negatives overcome your happiness.
Updated Feb 01, 2012 @ 09:46 AM
I am beyond excited that it is Feb. The year is moving right on along. I can't believe that my wedding shower is in five months. Crazy! I am currently planning my cousins bridal activities. The following are links to planning the best bridal events:
The Knot Unique IdeasShower Ideas from Martha
Updated Jan 26, 2012 @ 12:47 PM
I have to wonder if we will actually get snow this winter. I can only think of one snow this year. What is going on? This is crazy. I was so excited to enjoy the lovely snowy weather. It is almost Feb., there isn't many more chances for it to snow. I was disappointed again this morning when I woke up to rain. Rain? It should be beautiful snow flakes. I guess it's good that we aren't having a horrible winter, but then I am worried for next year.
Updated Jan 22, 2012 @ 08:46 PM
It's so easy to become overwhelmed with stress. People are becoming more and more busy. There is always something going on; there is always some place to be. I have realized that stress can rule your life. Stress is, in my opinion, one of the worst things for a person. My life isn't the worst, but I do have a balancing act. I think it's important to find a balance so you don't feel like you're sinking. I have come to realize the importance of time management.
Helpguide.org has put together a site to help people cope with stress. I think the important thing to remember, don't let stress control your life. You only live once.
Updated Jan 21, 2012 @ 09:46 AM
I only have three months and ten days left on treatment. Just thinking about treatment ending seems unreal. I don't even remember how to
not be sick. The thought of not being nauseous, puking, weak, and being poked at seems like a life that I wouldn't ever be lucky enough to have. By May 1st, I will no longer have pills to take; I will no longer be forced to see a doctor every few weeks. It's a weird feeling to finally see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know I should be overjoyed, which I am, but I am mostly scared. How does someone carry on a normal life, once they have been through a year of Cancer hell? If you are experiencing the end of your treatment, check out the The National Cancer Institute. They have created the following booklet to help those leaving treatment
Facing Forward: Life After Cancer Treatment.
Updated Jan 17, 2012 @ 11:46 AM
Everyone is talking about the crazy weather that is taking place in Missouri. I woke up last night to the sound of a scary storm. I am not sure what is causing the crazy weather, but I do know that our health is most important. I think it is best to be careful to take care of yourself during the winter months. The following link is how to keep good health with changing weather,
Changing Weather.
Updated Jan 12, 2012 @ 10:46 AM
It's the first snow of the year! I woke up at 7:30 and was pleasantly surprised. Thankfully, I am not one of the people that must drive in this weather. It was very cold when I was walking to class this morning. I think the wind is the worst part about the weather today. It was beyond precious watching our puppy in the snow this morning. Lola was not pleased by the wind and wetness on her feet. The first snow can always cause some drama for everyone involved. The worst part is being on the roads. The following are links on snow/ice safety:
Cold, Ice, and Snow Safety Driving in Snow and Ice
Updated Jan 09, 2012 @ 07:46 PM
It is officially bridal show season. I am excited! I love the thought of going to a place with nothing but people who want to help me with my wedding. I can't wait till Sunday. Sunday is the Washington, Missouri, event. I plan to get tons of creative ideas, from slightly more creative people. This is the season for all the brides to connect and really start finalizing those wedding plans. Nothing is better than spending a day around people who want to share advice on your special day.
Bridal Extravaganza
Updated Jan 08, 2012 @ 03:46 PM
I am not setting any new year resolutions this year. I just hope to keep good health and stay happy. I don't want to set some crazy goals to end up being disappointed. The following are links to the top resolutions people set:
Popular New Year's ResolutionsTop Ten New Year's Resolutions
Updated Jan 05, 2012 @ 03:46 PM
It is a beautiful day and the semester starts next week. I can't believe it is already time to start a new semester. It is so beautiful out, it surely doesnt feel like the spring semester. It is nice to see the campus full. I have a great feeling about this semester. I might think differently around midterms. I wasn't excited to see that the coffee shop was closed. I hope everyone has a great week!
Updated Dec 27, 2011 @ 04:46 PM
Christmas is completed, now to start planning for the new year. It is crazy how Christmas changes once you get older. I remember when I was little, Christmas seemed to last forever. Now that I am 24, Christmas only seemed to last a day. Not to mention, Santa doesn't give the same presents as he did when I was little. I remember Christmas being all about the random toys and a few needed items. As we get older, Santa gives us more needed items. Some times Christmas is just a reason to update the kitchen appliances. I can't complain, Santa was very good to me this year. But, it's interesting to compare what we thought was awesome ten years ago. It's fun to talk to my friends about their presents. It's neat to hear how excited we are for new coffee pots and vacuums. It's interesting to me to see how Christmas changes once you get older. I guess the Christmas season changes because our priorities change.
Updated Dec 18, 2011 @ 07:46 PM
I remember the friend I had in the third grade, we wore little "bff" bracelets. We thought we would be friends forever. The thought of us not being friends was just ridiculous. Looking back, I remember the moment that we stopped being friends. The moment was when I started playing the clarinet and she joined cheer leading. As you go through life you have your childhood friends, your school friends, your high school friends, and so on. Once you get to college you don't expect to grow out of your circle of friends, but you do. People grow and change, that is something people need to expect. People can grow apart when they get married, have a baby, or even just decide to go in a different direction. I think when this happens to friends it's best to stay mature and just accept that two people have grown apart. People change, it is a part of life.
Updated Dec 16, 2011 @ 12:46 AM
I didn't think this time would ever come. This first semester of grad school has been very challenging. As I spend my evening working on my last two reports, I have to look back with amazement. I can't believe I am finishing up my first semester of grad school. Five years ago, I never saw myself in Rolla, Missouri as a GTA. I am so excited to get my grades and start another semester. Only three more semesters and one huge exam, and I will graduate :) I hope everyone has a great winter break.
Updated Dec 13, 2011 @ 05:46 PM
I have a confession to make, I have too many handbags. I have realized that my collections of shoes, scarves, and handbags are unhealthy. Let's not even discuss my clothes. So, I have found a great way to organize my collection. The thought of giving them away is just silly. Yes, in the future I might need for a dark yellow handbag. I went to Wal-Mart and bought a pack of heavy-duty nails ($1.47). I picked the wall next to my shoes and started placing the nails. Twenty minutes later, I now have a wall of nothing but handbags. I no longer have handbags all over the floor and throughout the house. My handbags now have a place to hang until use.
After I fixed my handbag situation, I got an idea for my scarves. I created a clothesline with two nails (about two feet from each other) and string. I nailed the two nails into the wall, with the string attached. This created a perfect place to hang my scarves. I put this on the back of my closet door. Now, I have a display of my scarves. Within an hour I have fixed the issue of handbags and scarves all over the house.
Updated Dec 10, 2011 @ 09:46 PM
It is the busy time of the year. I spent the day in St. Charles, which was amazing. It was so much fun seeing all the Christmas decorations. It was beyond cold, which made it a little unpleasant. Downtown St. Charles was packed with people finding little surprises for their loved ones. This was my first time going to this event, apparently they have this every year for the entire month. It was so fantastic to spend the day with family. Don't worry, we did get a few presents of our own. We got a nice warm scarf and hat. Of course we couldn't forget our little puppy. We got Lola a three foot chew stick. I am hoping that keeps her busy, since she thinks the Christmas tree is her new toy.
